Tuesday, 22 December 2009




  • Congrats to my sis for getting married.

    At first I was a bit meh with Jonathon... but I've come to finally accept him as my sisters husband as well as my new older brother.

    Wishing the best for them in the future...

Friday, 11 December 2009



  • Im finally back from the deep dark enthralls of exam period...

    Result?

    Survived.....

    But Barely.


    Its scary when you think of the unknown yeah?
    I'm someone who likes knowing what's ahead of them. I live by plans, when someone doesn't go my way, I have numerous backup plans already in place. Hypothetical situations may be stupid to some people, but to me they're comforting... my security blanket.
    But now im stuck.
    What am I working to? What do I plan to do?
    I can't even think of the hypothetical situations that are available...
    I thought 2 years would be enough time for me to make up my mind... but here I am again, wondering where I'll be in a few more years time. Readjusting my goals and dreams to fit reality.
    Not enough marks to go postgrad.. Shitty average and qualifications to get a good job... Not enough time (or subject points) left.

    The future seems so blurry and misty.
    But at the moment I guess I just have to wait and do my best until the fog clears.

    I dont regret anything -  i just have to make do with the situation that faces me.

    And that freaks me out




    On a side point

    4 months HIATUS?
    WTF? WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW ON THE HOLIDAYS?




Monday, 02 November 2009

Thursday, 29 October 2009




  • Been spending most of my time chilling on south lawn under the soon-to-be summer sun ^^ I think ive grown to hate the end of the year. Although it means its close to summer holidays, laziness increases by 200%! I think the mentality is "The weather is so good.. whats the point of going to class?"


     

    Finally organised the rest of my uni life - ive decided to start underloading my classes next year so im "less stressed" - hahaha.. what a joke =P Nah... crossing my fingers, by doing less subjects per sem, ill be able to concentrate more on each subject and get h1s! well.. thats the idea anyway...
    That means ill be at uni for another 2 years (minimum - unless i do postgrad =P)... so expect to see me lounging around south lawn / union house for another 2 years - even more in the last sem.. coz ill only be part-timing uni..(ugh.. cant believe i ran out of subject points!)

    My subjects for 2010
    Sem1
    - Financial Accoutning
    - Derivative Securities
    - Chinese Economic Documents ( Chinese AND Commerce rolled into one O_O")

    Sem 2
    - Auditing and Assurance Services (YAWNNNNNN)
    - Taxation Law
    - Advanced Chinese Translation

    I wasnt actually planning to do C.E.D - Great chinese classics and chinese modern literature sound more interesting... UNTIL i read the handbook and found out that Chinese Economic Docs has NO EXAM!
    WHOOOOTTTTTTTTTT! I'll only have to study for 2 subjects... YAYYYY =D
    Lazy much? ^^




    Can't wait till the highlight of my summer holidays...  BEIJING! I've bought the travel guides and dictionary, booked the flight and paid for the accomodation! Every free second, I've been planning all the places I have to go and things I have to do... *sigh*.. can't go too crazy though - still have to attend class (which starts at 8 in the morning O_O") and sit the exam..
    Thank gosh i have Jessie with me in BJ to be my personal tour guide and translator (sometimes). By the time i get back i should have damn good chinese.. or close to it at least...
    The entire thing is sooo pricey though.. not only do I have to pay for accomodation and the course fee... but theres HECS on top of it! I'll have to pay Hecs for 28 subjects!!! O_O"
    Ill be in debt when i start work !

    I was thinking of ways to cheat the system ... one of my plans was to work and live overseas immediately after i graduate so i never have to pay hecs, but my parents unfortunately overheard me discussing it my sis... and proceded to give me a two hour lecture on being honourable...
    Its hard to be honourable when you only have $27.50 in your accounts (yes... i have a TOTAL of $27.50 in my savings and spending account)....  Im a commerce student.. its my nature to be dodgy!



    This has been my wallpaper for the past month.....

      

    SUMMER

    .... cant wait!


Tuesday, 22 September 2009



  • Wasn't feeling too well today - the breaking point was when my calculator wouldnt turn on when i was at ballieu, and so decided to skip tuesday lunch to

    go home,

    surround myself with my doona,

    eat yoghurt out of the 1L tub

    and watch youtube videos...




    I ended up catching up on Wong Fu videos... I love this one... (its only part 1 of 2)



     



    Yesterday went to Chaddy with my favourite girls - Jackie, Winnee, Flo and Vi to go dress shopping... I ended up getting a dress to wear to Carmen's wedding/AA ball ( i have to make it multitask so that my dad can pay for it - he said he would pay for any dress for the wedding)

    So now I have two dresses... and less than 100 in my bank account =P must pov it up for the next week until i get paid at the end of the monthhh..... *sigh* FML....


Thursday, 10 September 2009

  • It really worries me how these are the google ads that are generated for my xanga....
    i guess not only am i always extremely angry... i talk about hot single women as well =P

     
    WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?



    this just happened to pop in my inbox today

    什麼時候開始長大?

    大概是當你發現,
    原來雪糕吃得太多會肥胖,
    原來聖誕老人是爸爸扮的,
    原來時間真的是一去不覆反,
    原來朋友也有很多種,
    原來不是每個認識的人也是朋友,
    原來自已的朋友不是想象中的多,
    原來可怕的不是半夜的雷聲,
    原來可怕的是睡醒後身邊一個人也沒有,
    原來衣櫃裡沒有怪物,
    原來真正的怪物是自身的奈弱和恐懼,
    原來自已並不可愛,
    原來電話沒有壞,只是沒有人想找你,
    原來父母是會老的,
    原來世上最好的餐館在家中,
    原來兄弟姊妹是父母以外認識得最久的人,
    原來一碗熱湯,一個笑容能令你成為世上最幸福的人,
    原來感情沒有什麼公平不公平,只有喜歡不喜歡,
    原來自已最想穿的是校服,
    原來永遠一詞其實不存在,
    原來身邊一直有很愛你的人,但我們都沒有發現到,
    原來身邊一直有憎恨你的人,但我們總是在最後一刻才發現到,
    原來我們沒有過去,沒有未來,我們只有現在,
    原來'有早知,冇乞衣'是不能再對的事實,
    原來夢想是每朝起床的動力,是黑暗隧道盡頭的一點光,
    原來一個人喜歡你時,是真心的喜歡你,
    原來一個人不喜歡你時,是真心的不喜歡你,
    原來笑容有時是必須的,
    原來笑的人不一定快樂,
    原來哭的人不一定是不快樂,
    原來離開是為了回來,
    原來家的味道是什麼一回事,
    原來我們錯過了很多,
    原來我們還有很多,
    原來我們開始長大了。


    I don't want to grow up anytime soon, but today... it finally sank in how quickly time has passed.... and that there were so many opportunities that I wasted ... People say that you should never regret anything that has happened, but when the time comes when doors are closed to you because of decisions that you have made - it really makes you wish you could turn back time and done everything differently.

    I still feel so young, like there is so much I can achieve ... but then the reality of the future is infact so close! My university life is nearly over, and I really wonder if I really made the most of it. The people I grew up with are already finishing uni, finding jobs and travelling around the world => what have i done? 





    It's CMG committee interview week, and I have sat through a crapload of interviews and my hands are tired after writing out so many notes. Thank gosh there are only 2 or 3 to go (with one of them being my own interview... eeeekkk!!!).

    Since most of the applicants have already been interiewed... here are some points that should be remembered (not just for committee interview.. but for job interviews as well) for next time =D

    1. Please come in knowing what you're applying for - at least an IDEA is okay....
    2. Answer the damn question - the more you beat around the bush.. the less i concentrate
    3. Assistants assist.. obviously.....
    4. Please try not contradict yourself - it usually means ur bs-ing =P
    5. Dont come in with an entire planned speech... but at least prepare beforehand

    I bet this is all gonna come back and haunt me when i totally screw up tomorrow *touch wood*...  >.<"

Sunday, 06 September 2009

  • I have no idea why Im blogging... I have two freaking mid-sems next week.. and on top of that Ive started to come down with a cold...fml =.="

    Anyway... The CMG year for me is nearly over - only have 1 more week of charity week left, interviews for next years committee (yes.. i will be interviewing and asking all the hard questions - hahaha.. bad cop much?) and AGM....

    On Friday night.. had the CMG PPP at seven... 
    Went to CS to hang out with Jessie before PPP, camwhoring like fobs and dancing bollywood style - with giant sombreros - hahahah... it was crazy wig night at seven and we only found a giant hat instead =P Even took it with us to seven... but left it in the car coz too 麻煩 to carry around =.="



    Daniel picked us up and we rushed to seven - but because SOMEONE had to get pulled over by the police (again) was nearly late - dude should really get a less hoony car =P Luckily got there in time so got free entry and didn't have to wait in line ^^
    Music was pretty crap that night, but didn't want to go to rnb room - ughh... sooo many people there having dry sex =.=" awkweirddddddd.........
    Stayed mostly sober with only two shots (trying to save money for BEIJINGpartying) - hahaha.. couldnt say the same for jessie who kept protesting that she was entirely sober and yelling at us to ask her maths questions so that she could prove it =D Hahahahahaa...

     

    Overall had a good night ^^ Its really refreshing seeing a bunch of usually well behaved cmg-ians get totally smashed and then procede to dance on podiums *cough TSEHAN cough*.... and see Daniel get hit on by guys - role reversal much? Ughh... me and Jessie totally fail at being girls - daniel got hit on by more guys than we did =D hahahahahahahaha



      
    Era of Gayness... ^^

    Other news, IM GOING TO AA BALLLL ^^ The tuesday lunch group booked 2 (and a half) tables, it's gonna be tuesday lunch all over again... just not having lunch... on tuesday... and at crown =D Can't wait to hang out with all my girls (and guys.... )
    Problem is that the theme is 1920s.... Have u SEEEN what people in the 1920s wore... its not exactly the most flattering or easy to find piece of clothing...
    I have a feeling 90% of the people wont dress to theme anyway =P






    i freaking hate boris... i hate how he's so dumb and stupid... I hate him so much that i gave him a lame fake name like boris... coz boris is a damn ugly name to suit his damn ugly face... ughhh... ANGER!

    I seem to have so many angry blog posts that my xanga ads on the left seem to always be about " anger mangement" =.="

    Don't you hate it when youre really really pissed off at someone
    But then at the same time, while you're so angry that you cant even concentrate to do anything
    They're living their life - not giving you a second thought...
    Grrrrrrrrrrrrr................

Sunday, 30 August 2009

  • Random post... but this is a MAN



    This is as freaky as those tranny paegeants.... where although they're all plastic - even cher is all plastic - shes a girl and still looks crappier than them....

    What's even freakier is that the pic of that guy before... is all just thanks to makeup  =P
    Such an ego basher for all the girls - even a guy can look hotter than you in a dress .....



    To add to the freakiness - this guy is actually a singer, who sings both the girl and guy parts of a song - and he sounds soooo freaky AWESOME as a girl... actually better than when he sings as a guy.

    Ugh... so disheartening ....im out-sung and out-prettied by a man.... =.="


Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • It must be the weather....

       

    Truthfully, I've been having a terrible last few days.... It's like pressure from everything (friends, family, uni, CMG, work, the future, life in general) finally sunk in, which resulted in an unwanted, awkward and oh so public explosion of emotions....

    Some things cant be easily forgotten (what emerson would like us to believe) - everything has strings attached... obligations, responsibilities, pent up feelings of anger, love and sadness..... things that even with the reward of a new day cannot be left behind..

    But saying that... after the storm, there will always be sunshine....
    Things that might not go your way today.... will fall in your favour tomorrow. And one day you'll look back on all the bad moments in your life and realise how insignificant they are....

    Although, it may take more than just a day to get over - Im determined to start afresh (yet again)
    No more putting friends second place to ambition .... 
    No more pining over the guy who will never like me back...
    No more thinking I can figure out everything myself ....



    I'm totally fine... i just need time....



Thursday, 13 August 2009

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